It’s not personal, believe me. I’ve avoided most everyone lately.
My emotional plate has overflowed recently. Some of it is because of the many things that tend to pile up around this time of the year by default. A lot of it is a sense of foreboding that I cannot explain, but I’ve felt growing for several months now. Some of it is seasonal changes. Some of it has been being sick (the last two Wednesdays I’ve been pummeled with various “icks”). Some of it is a sense of loss. Some, a sense the world is spinning out of control…
And some of it is avoidance… simple avoidance and escapism.
I’m sorry for that later. But I’m still going to avoid you all for a few more days.
It’s personal. But it’s not.