It’s another Wednesday. It’s time for another ROW80 check-in (below for those who are in a hurry)
Wednesdays always seem to be the hardest days of the week for me. I know people who love them and look forward to them with eagerness reserved for chocolate and steamy sex-scenes.
Maybe it’s because I don’t work the stereotypical 9-5 workday, but from my forays into that world, I don’t remember looking forward to weekends with any undue zeal then. When I did, it was more because my then-boyfriend and I finally had time together. When we started sharing an apartment, even that fascination shifted.
There were, of course, the uniquely weekend related activities such as hikes and festivals, and I do still look forward to those when we partake. Lately, life has been unkind to our family free-time. It seems like the only time life seems to make sense, the only time when I feel productive and able to think, these days is during the “business week”.
Weekends are full of changes, full of unpredictability. I crave the pattern of weekdays… even when I dread it and dream of something more exciting.
I love adventure. I really do. But it’s the shift in focus that trips me up. Give me weeks without structure and I will find balance between productivity and fun. Likewise, confine me in a rigid format of expectations, I will do the same.
Two days off just doesn’t work for me.
And… neither, it seems, does it work for my son. Which is why this Wednesday is extra hard. We’re having a lot of school issues these days. He wants to be in school, craves the contact with other kids… but he’s not able to function in their limits. And with him no longer with us daily as he was when I was homeschooling him or when I was teaching or volunteering at his school, time together on weekends takes on that precious “can’t wait for it to arrive” flavor…
Even though none of us here seem to handle the shift well.
And in the tradition of a crappy transition… here is my:
Since Sunday, things have stayed pretty much the same. Probably don’t need to reiterate my goals in every post. Here’s a breakdown:
- I found time the last two days to do some work on story structure (though not from Bell’s book).
- No submissions or critique done yet; penciled in for tomorrow
- I’m a half-page short of my 2 page goal a day goal
- But so, so many new words… Those 5 sentences a day have totaled another 5K since Sunday just in story (and mini-scenes)
- I also finished my sponsor post and sent it out this morning.
I can’t complain (who’d believe me if I did? This is great progress!)
I’ve also finished another book in my book pile, now replaced by The Book of Five Rings by Miyamoto Musashi and Screenplay by Syd Field. And still plugging away at my Duolingo. Stubbornness if nothing else keeps me doing that. Still it’s something.
So… that’s pretty much it for me. If you want to checkout other ROWers, you can find them here.