…just after everything else is done first.
So here’s it all in a nutshell.
This has been an incredibly crazy, yet oddly productive week. I’m on track with everything except my new “creativity goal”, but since the Boodle is home from school this week and there’s been a shift of focus there, I’m not too bothered.
What is bothering me is that nagging surety I’ve lost a friend. Mr. Kitty, the last of our feral cats turned to cuddle-bum and window serenader, hasn’t come home since Sunday. Worse yet, since I’d been desperate to sleep in on Sunday for some huggy-dozing time with the Leader of the Opposition Party, it was the Boodle that fed Mr. Kitty, not me—I’m actually not sure he was here on Sunday at all.
All I can do is hope that if he was caught by someone (some group has taken up catching ferals nearby because we had had the male version of the feared cat lady down the road for years, and he finally lost his home and the cats have run rampant). I really hope Mr. Kitty was trapped by such a group and not taken by coyotes (so far the nearby roads shows no sign of a kitty-corpse). He’s lovable, affectionate, wants to have a forever home (which is something I could have never given him because of… things).
But this, and so much of this past year when I wasn’t blogging because life was cray-cray, is why I picked the title I did today. Maybe it wouldn’t have helped if I had gotten up on Sunday—maybe he was gone already—but I wouldn’t have this regret that I ‘wasn’t there’ when I could have been.
One of my best friends died in December… we’d set plans for a lunch date in January ‘after the holiday crazy was done’. It was a freak thing, but… now I eat sushi and cry a little (kind of happy tears, because they are great memories, but still).
And my grandmother died a few weeks later. I got to spend some time around Christmas with her, but then Rod’s death and disasters at the Boodle’s school…
It seemed like so much to take a day trip to Syracuse just for an hour or two of visiting. Maybe next weekend I’d have ‘more time’…
No. There was no more time. There is no more time.
So, yesterday… when I invited Elizabeth Anne Mitchell to sprint with me and she couldn’t because she had a meeting in ten minutes at work, I decided I was making a change for myself at the very least. I texted her back “Quick, write two sentences!”
I mean, there’s always time for a Quickie….