Is it so good to me? Dunno…
Today feels like… well, like Monday in a way. The song fits.
It’s not like it’s been a bad day so far, nor a busy one… there’s just this edge of anticipation that says “Watch what you promise, be careful what you do–you’re going to need to be ready for something big soon.”
I wish I knew what. Energy comes in different kinds, and it would be useful to know whether I need the kind that will be able to empower me during sudden, random bursts of activity or something more durable… something that will get me through days, possibly weeks of grinding
For now, it has to be one day and then the next and then we’ll see after that… Tomorrow, for example, is the happy but also busy event of the Boodle’s piano recital. He’s got his three pieces down and shouldn’t have too much problem, but because of scheduling conflicts, we have a lot of racing before the recital starts tomorrow that could make things stressful for him.
Two years ago he had his first recital. He wrote this song for it.
Row80 Check-in and Assessment
- Goal: working through three chapters weekly of James Scott Bell’s Plot & Structure (including exercises)
- Progress: still detoured, and I’ve done nothing else of the type
- Goal: catching up in my local critique group (including submitting something this week)
- Progress: one and half crits done, so halfway
- Goal: typing two pages a day of old notebooks in
- Progress: had a happy burst of progress yesterday, but still a page behind; I’m in a happier place to see some progress for a while though, so hopefully this coming week will be easier
- Goal: (VIG) Write new words daily! (the Five Sentences thingie)
- Progress: I fell down here this week; I got nothing written, and only last night was I able to stop thinking about my backlist of projects to spend some quality talk-time with my characters. Thankfully they were there to spend time with me! *
- Not Goals but Progress Anyway:
- Duolingo — daily progress
- JuNoWriMo prep — nothing on my work; have gone through most of the Featured Author posts and returned them to the authors for review and corrections
- “Inspirational Posts” — this may sound like an odd goal, but if I’m going to sponsor next ROWnd, I need to think one up; I’ve also been asked to write a PEP-talk post for the JuNoWriMo, and while I have an idea for that, I need to flesh out a rough draft this evening for Becca’s review
- Watch a James Bond movie — did it; watched Die Another Day Wednesday night. Liked it enough. I think my son would enjoy it more than me, but I liked the mix of humor, absurd plot devices and dastardly bad guys against the cool collected hero. What surprised me was my feeling at the end about Bond and ‘his women’. Yes, he got the girls, but his consideration for them as people seemed genuine too. A telling bit with the double agent Miranda Frost came after Bond sent Jinx to save her. It wasn’t to ‘save the pretty thing‘; to me it came off as ‘she is a fellow agent and deserves warning that the crap is going to hit the fan’. And I liked how casual both he and Jinx were about sex. Just two people having fun, doing their jobs, living life without messy emotional crap involved. They made enough messes everywhere else…
That’s the way this ROWnd just seems to be. Every week I think I’m going to add some goals, and I just keep sliding by instead. The one goal I’ve made for myself since the round began (add something creative to my day) has been mostly satisfied by adding extra curlicues to my handwriting.
I guess it’s part of the process. I’m learning what works for me and how to ensure that most of the things I plan for get done and allow some wiggle room for things I say “Yes” to when I didn’t consciously allocate any time to extras. I still have an issue with not knowing how to say “No” to things or, at least, when to say it. But the commitment I’ve made to myself with these smaller goals seems to be working most of the time. I have seen steady forward progress this this ROWnd began. I can’t call it the fastest progress, but it’s been consistent in most every area. Even my biggest “failure” (the plotting book) has resulted in other forms of progress for me; I am reading more craft-related websites and following more writing-related podcasts again where I had stopped almost a year ago.
So, once again, I move forward to another week to see what might be changed or tweaked. Some things will be cleared from the schedule such as edits on the Featured Author posts, but then it will be uploading and arranging the pieces for the JuNoWriMo website. The week after that will be sprint-hosting on Twitter.
For now… tomorrow is another day. And the Boodle’s piano recital.
* Just in case I hadn’t mentioned before, these Five Sentences for me are something I do off-line. I have gotten some story-like writing done via 750words (as well as a lot of brain-dumping and idea exploring), but I try to write something by hand regularly as well. I find it’s good for the soul, and somewhat satisfies my need for a creative outlet.